| aint that funny |
[Aug. 30th, 2006|07:41 pm] |
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| | delerium | ] | Not really sure what my mood is right now. I guess it could be classified as middle of the road. Not too much going on other that getting ready to move, trying to bu a new vehicle and oh yeah...find someone who will date me. That seems to be the never ending struggle. I think i may just give up for awhile. Who knows? Any suggestions?????? |
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| that was close |
[Jun. 29th, 2006|02:53 pm] |
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| | gravity kills | ] | Well i had my first major screw up at work. luckily it was done and over with in 15min. it was a really bad day not just because of that but another issue that came up, this one wasnt my fault. it will get better. of this i am sure |
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| WOOOOHOOOO |
[Jun. 20th, 2006|08:50 pm] |
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| | giddy | ] |
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| | ALL THE MUSIC IN MY HEAD | ] | IM GOING TO THAILAND!!!!!!!!! |
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| Why do people feel the need to lie |
[Jun. 8th, 2006|01:50 pm] |
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| | crushed | ] | Looking back on the last year and a half of my life i realize alot of things... It doesnt matter what you do or say or how you act... people lie to you all the time! They lie about things that shouldnt matter, things that do matter and every thing else in between. What purpose does that serve???? Whatever, All i know is that i am a much better person than i was then. I have people in my life that give a damn about me and would never lie to me. Thats really all that matters. So here is to honesty... and the hell with the ones who dont know the meaning. |
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| aint life funny |
[May. 18th, 2006|11:25 am] |
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| | dixie chicks | ] | Wow, it is almost june...where did all the time go?! Life is ever changing. My brother is staying with me this summer, should be fun or at least entertaining. The job is great! My dream come true. FINALLY!!! I am hoping that everyone else i know is happy. ya know, in whatever they do. I have have always said that everything happens for a reason. I still wish i knew what some of the reasons were or are. Not anything specific. Any way... Have a wonderful day and life. Treat each day as if it were your last, Laugh, cry, sing at the top of your lungs. |
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| not to shabby |
[Mar. 26th, 2006|06:55 pm] |
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| | bouncy | ] |
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| | sara evans | ] | Well guess i can say that life is going better. The zoo is great, i have found my second home and family there. People can be honest and good without wanting something in return. Novel concept huh :> |
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[Mar. 5th, 2006|01:07 pm] |
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Maybe everything does happen for a reason... I really dont know anymore. Just found out that my dream (or at least one of them) might be coming true soon. Woo hoo! now if everything else could just fall into place. Wouldnt that be nice.... |
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| Time is relative |
[Feb. 15th, 2006|03:54 pm] |
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| | silence is beautiful | ] | Five years have past since everything fell apart. Doesnt seem possible. Maybe thats why i cant hold onto to anything that means something. All i know is that it has to get better. Maybe on day i can wake up and be trully happy. Maybe i can even make someone else happy. |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2006|11:40 am] |
I guess its safe to say that i wasnt focused last night. I totally messed up the lyrics i used. My apologies go out to the amazing Melissa Ethridge.
With that said...Today really isnt much of an improvement. |
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| some people never learn |
[Feb. 2nd, 2006|07:44 pm] |
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| | Rascal Flatts | ] | Well my family is succesfully screwing up again. Dont they get it???? All they are doing is hurting themselves and the rest of us. And for what???????? Im begining to feel numb again.
Please baby cant you see my minds a burning hell Ive been here before and im locking the door and im not going back again Her eyes and arms and skin wont make it go away You wake up tomorrow and wrestle the sorrow that holds you down today.
Melissa Ethridge
I am getting tired of caring so much |
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